What Life Asks of You

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In my last post, I referenced the blog “Brain Pickings.”  I’m coming to really LOVE Maria Popova’s writings. She recently posted about the book Man’s Search for Meaning by Viktor Frankl, a psychiatrist and holocaust survivor. In the below excerpt, he describes what helped him and his fellow inmates cope with life in unbearable circumstances.

“What was really needed was a fundamental change in our attitude toward life. We had to learn ourselves and, furthermore, we had to teach the despairing men, that it did not really matter what we expected from life, but rather what life expected from us. We needed to stop asking about the meaning of life, and instead to think of ourselves as those who were being questioned by life — daily and hourly. Our answer must consist, not in talk and meditation, but in right action and in right conduct. Life ultimately means taking the responsibility to find the right answer to its problems and to fulfill the tasks which it constantly sets for each individual.”

<<We had to learn ourselves and, furthermore, we had to teach the despairing men, that it did not really matter what we expected from life, but rather what life expected from us.>>

 

My brain just did a double take…..…huh?

After physically feeling some re-orienting up there (in my brain),  I feel that Frankl’s above statement reiterates a truth I’ve heard before:  the power found in purposefully taking responsibility for your words (both to yourself and to others), your actions, and how you respond authentically to your own life.

What is life expecting from me? I’ve never thought about this before…

  • Live to my potential
  • Contribute to humankind
  • Exhibit compassion
  • Love wholeheartedly

This list makes me smile.  🙂

 

 

Posted by Missy Baker, a long-time student of Elesa Commerse.
To contact Missy, email missylbbaker@gmail.com.
Posted April 2, 2013

The Urbaness – February 2013

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What can meditation do for you? Elesa Commerse on why meditation can calm your body, focus your mind, and renew your spirit.

The secret is out: meditation is good for you. A few minutes of quiet contemplation every day can reduce stress levels, ease anxiety, increase your focus and concentration, and lower your heart rate and your blood pressure. If you’re looking for an oasis to learn meditation, Touching Earth is a great place to go and get your stillness on. Touching Earth is a mindfulness education center dedicated to meditation, contemplation, yoga, and self-discovery. Located in Highland Park, Touching Earth sits among a woodland where you can enjoy various plants and flowers, and where it’s common to witness deer, hawk and other animals enjoying nature. Meditation Teacher Elesa Commerce guides students through non-denominational, non-sectarian practices and classes; there is no dogma, only peace and stillness. If you’re looking for a day-drip escape or a class where you can power down, tune into yourself, and learn some meditation skills, try one of her workshops at Touching Earth.


Taking time away for a retreat is a great way to get started with meditation, but it also meets you where you are, right in the middle of messy, busy life.


Taking time away for a retreat is a great way to get started with meditation, but it also meets you where you are, right in the middle of messy, busy life. In a world where information travels at a dizzying speed, where we’re more connected to the information superhighway than we sometimes want to be, it can be difficult for us to know the difference between real human connection and the digital facsimile. “The ability to be compassionate, the ability to truly see another person, and to hear them, and to hold sacred space for them: all of those things are important. No computer, no iPhone, no nothing—no matter how smart and sophisticated it is—can make up for relating person to person,” Elesa says. “Because we’re being asked to do so much now, our nervous systems are terribly overwhelmed. Part of what happens when you meditate is you have the ability to enter into a different relationship with time. When you enter into a true place of meditation, things start to slow down and you begin to experience a concept of time in a totally different way.” In this way, meditation provides a rest for our weary and overstimulated minds, so that we can return refreshed to our daily lives, and connect more fully with our community.


Meditation provides a rest for our weary and overstimulated minds, so that we can return refreshed to our daily lives, and connect more fully with our community.


The truth is, we’re meditating all the time, and we don’t even know it. “If we take the definition of meditation as effortless concentration, we all can relate to those moments when we truly lose track of time,” Elesa says, whether it’s running along the lake, dancing, having a chat with your bestie, or even if it’s your weekly episode of Scandal or Homeland. At home, says Elesa, pick the same place to meditate every time. “If it’s the same place, we can build up the vibration in that place. You have the ability to build up a vibration in a place where you meditate if you do it regularly. Once you spend time there, meditating over and over again, then when you pass that place, when you enter that place, it will begin to lift you up, and help you access that neuronal pathway of peace that you’ve been cultivating.”

Elesa’s wisdom and patience are a soothing balm for a hectic life. At Touching Earth, she offers classes and workshops designed to help you get in touch with your own peace and stillness, to pursue a sweeter, easier and more balanced existence.

The Urbaness – February 2013

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Touching Earth is a space in the Chicago suburbs designed to help you slow down and re-center yourself. But you can find peace on your own bedroom floor. Elesa Commerce shows us how.

Q: How did you start meditating?

E: I was fortunate to have a mother who meditated. I grew up in a household where it was very common for us to sit and be quiet. My mother used to take me to [meditation] classes with her as far back as I can remember.
One of my favorite places to hang out is bookstores. I was in a bookstore one day in the late Seventies. I came across this title by this guy, and I couldn’t even pronounce his name. I had never heard of him before, but it really called to me. I took it off the shelf and looked at it, and on the back cover it said that Martin Luther King had nominated him for the Nobel Peace Prize. I’ve studied the work of Martin Luther King for decades, he’s one of my heroes, so I thought, “If Martin Luther King nominated him, I need to know who this guy is, even though I can’t pronounce his name.” That was The Miracle of Mindfulness [by Thich Nhat Hanh.] I was so taken with the work that I sought him out and started going on retreat with small numbers of people.

Q: Tell us about Touching Earth.

Elesa: It’s a partnership between Ceily Levy and myself. Ceily Levy is a gifted asana teacher and meditation teacher, and I’ve known her for several years. We started having conversations a few years ago about a different kind of place for people to study in. Back in the day, the way a teacher was most


“What we need in the West is to have a practice that doesn’t just exist on a cute meditation cushion or a slick little yoga mat; but rather, has a kind of flexibility and strength and durability to roll with whatever shows up in life.”


helpful to you as a student was in their relationship with you. You came to live with the teacher, in fact. Over time, the teacher came to know the good, the bad, all of it, about you; and so did you, about the teacher, rather than having some sort of pedestal relationship or something like that, you had something much more fibrously real.

What we need in the West is to have a practice that doesn’t just exist on a cute meditation cushion or a slick little yoga mat; but rather, has a kind of flexibility and strength and durability to roll with whatever shows up in life. That’s why this place is called Touching Earth, [taking] inspiration from my teacher, Thich Nhat Hanh, who says so beautifully and clearly, “Thankfully we’re not asked to walk on water.” What we’re asked to do is walk on the earth. Can we walk on the earth and with what qualities can we walk on the earth? Can we walk mindfully, lovingly, with forgiveness and kindness and compassion and generosity and sweetness and stewardship, on the earth?

So we wanted to be in a house, because you live somewhere. We do mindful eating classes, and mindful speaking mindful, listening, yoga, in a house, so you can see how this can be more easily integrated into your own house. And it’s not a fancy house; it’s a very modest house. You don’t need anything, really, but yourself, which you have wherever you go. You need your breath; your breath is with you wherever you go. We don’t need all this elaborate stuff; you don’t have to buy anything. That peace and joy, it’s in you. You were born with it, it’s in you all the time, it’s always available to you: it’s us. We must learn how to make ourselves available to it.

Q: Why is having a meditation practice so useful in our world? Why do we need to meditate?

E: I think what’s happening is we’re diluting our humanity. We’re accepting poor, cheap substitutes for our humanity. If we get too used to those, then we can lose contact with those things which by their very nature define us as human beings: the ability to be compassionate, to truly see another person and to hear them, and to hold sacred space for them. No computer, no iPhone, no PDA, no matter how smart and sophisticated it is, can do that; that must happen person-to-person. We’re becoming so comfortable interacting with each other through things. We’re energetic beings that carry a vibration, and that gets pretty impeded when that has to travel through electronics.


“You get a little bit of a pause and it might only be a nanosecond, a couple of nanoseconds, but oh, boy, for the body and for the nervous system, that’s serene.”


Part of what happens when you meditate is you have the ability to enter into a different relationship with time. Normally, we’re very linearly oriented—we have a watch we have a clock, we know what time it is, we have a certain amount of time to do this or that: when you enter into a true place of meditation, where there is a stilling of the body, a quieting of the mind, you begin to experience the concept of time in a totally different way.

Q: What are some of the physiological benefits of meditation?

E: Your heart rate slows down, your blood pressure drops, the body temperature drops a little bit. The chemistry in the body changes, in large part because every single thought we have creates a chemical reaction in the body. Usually our thoughts are coming really quickly. But when you start to meditate, often there’s a slowing down. Rarely ever a stoppage—the mind thinks, it’s a thinking tool, it’s going to feed you thoughts—but it can slow down to a pace where you start to feel a pace between the thoughts. You get a little bit of a pause and it might only be a nanosecond, a couple of nanoseconds, but oh, boy, for the body and for the nervous system, that’s serene.

Q: If you were going to give five tips to someone who wants to build a meditation practice, what would you suggest?

E: Pick a place where you’re going to do this, and ideally, it’s the same place. If it’s the same place, we can build up the vibration in that place. When we walk into a mosque or synagogue, we get a certain type of feeling. When we walk into a funeral home, we get a certain type of feeling. When we walk into our home, we get a certain type of feeling: all that’s vibration. You have the ability to build up a vibration in a place where you meditate if you do it regularly. That will help you entrain as soon as you step into that space. Once you spend time there, meditating over and over again, then when you pass that place, when you enter that place, it will automatically begin to lift you up, and help you access that neuronal pathway of peace that you’ve been cultivating in your brain. So same time, same place: a clean and quiet place where you won’t be disturbed for some time.

I encourage people who are just starting—the science, this is from Dr. Ritchie Davidson, one of the leading neuroscientists in the whole country—eight minutes for a minimum. Eight minutes, if you really do that for eight minutes, you’ve done some good for your brain and your mind and your body. Set a timer in the beginning, set it for eight minutes, sit down, be with yourself, and what are you doing? That’s really important. A lot of people say, “I’m meditating,” and I say, “what happens?”, and it turns out it was some of the best thinking they did, or problem solving or strategizing, or cussing somebody out—that’s not what I’m talking about when I say meditating.


“A lot of people say, ‘I’m meditating,’ and I say, ‘what happens?’, and it turns out it was some of the best thinking they did, or problem solving or strategizing, or cussing somebody out—that’s not what I’m talking about when I say meditating.”


Sit in a way that supports the natural curvature of the spine. We’re sending energy up the spine which is connected to the brainstem, which is connected to the brain. So we do pay attention to how we sit when we meditate.

What you’re doing is you’re welcoming whatever shows up on the screen of your mind with acceptance. You’ve made a decision for the next eight minutes; I’m not going to run away. Thoughts are going to come to your mind, that’s what the mind does. What’s important, and what we’re training in, it’s just like when we get the new puppy, and we train the puppy to sit and to stay, we have to train the mind to stay as well. An average thought or feeling or emotion lasts between two and three seconds; we don’t have to get swept away by that. All we have to do is hold our seat and welcome whatever’s there, but not get involved in it. By doing that we’re cultivating a sense of authentic friendship with ourselves.

We’re not judging it, everything is fair game; we’re just realizing that the mind, your mind, is just like the sky. It can hold storm clouds, it can hold sun, the moon, stars, rain, snow, sleet, hail, and still, the sky. It’s still vast and blue—it doesn’t change colors forever. It may get dark or light, but it always comes back to blue—so it is with your mind. We can only know that through experience, but once we get to know that through experience, we can step into our lives and be with our lives as they evolve and show up so much beyond our control, without being a continuous chain of reaction.

A few other meditation tips from Elesa to remember:

· Take care that your clothes aren’t too binding or restricting around your chest and ribcage. You want your breath to come and go freely, so dress for comfort and warmth.

· If you need to sit in a chair in order to have a balanced spine, do so. There are no awards or brownie points for busting out your full lotus here. If you choose to sit on the floor, consider taking a bolster or pillow under your hips to lift them up. So few of us have hips open enough to make sitting cross-legged accessible for more than a few moments. Lifting your hips makes this more available.

· Relax your jaw, your fingers and hands. Your nervous system won’t fully relax when your jaw is clenched or when your hands are gripping. Loose jaw, hands facing up or down loose, in your lap.

· Finally, be gentle with yourself. Remember, the point isn’t to stop thinking; it’s to witness the movement of your mind with neutral observation, not with judgment. Let that inner voice be sweet as it guides you to come back to your breath and to release your thoughts.

Ready to put Elesa’s tips to work? Settle in and listen up to a guided meditation practice she recorded exclusively for The Urbaness.

Stardust

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I recently discovered a site called Brain Pickings, created by Maria Popova. Here’s a snippet from the “About” section:

“Brain Pickings is a human-powered discovery engine for interestingness, a subjective lens on what matters in the world and why, bringing you things you didn’t know you were interested in — until you are.”

One of the latest stories features a new children’s book called You Are Stardust (I just ordered it for my son). Popova describes it as “an exquisite picture-book that instills that profound sense of connection with the natural world.”

And this connection – to the earth and to each other – is what we all yearn for. It is something I want my son to understand and appreciate early. Below is a short excerpt that made my heart leap. 😉

Be still. Listen.

Like you, the Earth breathes.

Your breath is alive with the promise of flowers.

Each time you blow a kiss to the world, you spread pollen that might grow to be a new plant.

 

Posted by Missy Baker, a long-time student of Elesa Commerse.
To contact Missy, email missylbbaker@gmail.com.
Posted March 10, 2013

The Uses of Sorrow

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The Uses of Sorrow by Mary Oliver

(In my sleep I dreamed this poem)

Someone I loved once gave me
a box full of darkness.

It took me years to understand
that this, too, was a gift
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This week during The Deep Study, Elesa gave me this poem to read aloud to the group in celebration of the life and work of the great poet, Mary Oliver. What Elesa didn’t know, at the time, was that I already knew this poem.

This verse was floating around Facebook many months ago and the words haunted me for days. You see, I had just recently opened such a box in my romantic life and was struggling to make sense of it, though I never did.

Now, months later, the same person who gave me that box — someone I thought was long gone — has resurfaced, reopening that dark place within me, touching tender points so deep and painful, I barely recognize them as mine.

The Buddhist teachings say that sometimes difficult people appear in our lives to help us work through some of our own karma, and that they may KEEP popping up until we are finally ready and able to resolve it. Or, they can be a mirror reflecting the truth about where we are in our spiritual development, offering the opportunity for clarity and growth.

In my own meditation on this sorrowful relationship, the word “forgiveness” kept coming up. At first, I thought I was to forgive him for the way he treated me, and so I did. Then I thought, I was to forgive myself for my own inability to set healthy boundaries, and so I did. But something still didn’t feel complete.

Could it be that I actually needed to ask HIM to forgive ME? But what had I done? Wasn’t HE the one who hurt ME? And so, in my meditation, I tried asking him to forgive me, for the role I played in our little drama, for my habitual desire to hurt him back, for responding with anger instead of compassion.

THAT was difficult. And I am still working on it.

 

Posted by Andrea Klunder, a long-time student of Elesa Commerse.
To contact Andrea, e-mail andrea@infuselife.net
Posted March 2, 2013

To Share Mary Oliver

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If the smell of fresh, cool air crossing your nostrils…

If the sight of tulips and daffodils stretching towards the sky…

If the silence of falling snow on a quiet walk…

give you pause, then you must know or come to know the poet, Mary Oliver. Two of her poems are below. May they feed your soul as they feed mine. This second one is for you, Dear Ceily.

 

Wild Geese
You do not have to be good.
You do not have to walk on your knees
For a hundred miles through the desert, repenting.
You only have to let the soft animal of your body
love what it loves.
Tell me about despair, yours, and I will tell you mine.
Meanwhile the world goes on.
Meanwhile the sun and the clear pebbles of the rain
are moving across the landscapes,
over the prairies and the deep trees,
the mountains and the rivers.
Meanwhile the wild geese, high in the clean blue air,
are heading home again.
Whoever you are, no matter how lonely,
the world offers itself to your imagination,
calls to you like the wild geese, harsh and exciting —
over and over announcing your place
in the family of things.

When I Am Among the Trees
When I am among the trees,
especially the willows and the honey locust,
equally the beech, the oaks and the pines,
they give off such hints of gladness.
I would almost say that they save me, and daily.

I am so distant from the hope of myself,
in which I have goodness, and discernment,
and never hurry through the world
but walk slowly, and bow often.

Around me the trees stir in their leaves
and call out, “Stay awhile.”
The light flows from their branches.

And they call again, “It’s simple,” they say,
“and you too have come
into the world to do this, to go easy, to be filled
with light, and to shine.”

 

Posted by Missy Baker, a long-time student of Elesa Commerse.
To contact Missy, email missylbbaker@gmail.com.
Posted Feb. 17, 2013

A New Path to Success

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Earlier this week, I was listening to the NPR radio show On Being, which had an interview with Seth Godin, a well-known entrepreneur and author.  He believes that the rapid development of technology is changing how we navigate life both professionally and personally.

This rapid change, though, has caught our society off guard, confusing us and tripping us up. Because we still operate with an industrial-era mindset – that to be successful we must do what we’re told, follow the rules – in a nutshell, conform.

So, this is what I’ve been battling against, or trying to climb my way through and around? I feel like someone has finally cleared away some of the sticky, gooey, tiring mess that was clogging up the maze of my life. To be successful today requires risk taking, requires connecting, requires a level of authenticity. The path through my maze suddenly feels springy, bouncy and challenging in a great way.

During his interview, Mr. Godin said:  “Doing something that might not work is art.”

And, art is something we all hope to create, deliver or become…right?

 

Posted by Missy Baker, a long-time student of Elesa Commerse.
To contact Missy, email missylbbaker@gmail.com.
Posted Feb. 10, 2013

Be Not Afraid

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At this month’s Deep Study class, I heard a definition of anxiety that I had not heard before.

“Anxiety is experiencing failure in advance.”

How perfect/poignant is that definition?  As someone who has struggled with anxiety, this definition succinctly sums up my state of mind at times. There is a groove in my brain – a well-worn path – that goes to a future place of disappointment or setback or dissatisfaction. It wasn’t until I began learning to observe my thoughts rather than get involved in them (which is easier some times than others), that I became conscious of this pattern, this go-to way of life.

I remember distinctly when I first recognized it. I was driving in my car. I don’t recall what the exact thoughts were, but I remember kind of having an “ah-ha” moment. I felt a sense of liberation – of being freed from a habitual pattern that I wasn’t even conscious of. Pretty wacky, huh?

On Saturday, I surprised myself at the Deep Study class I reference above. We were asked what we’ve gotten out of this internal investigation, and I used several words to describe the journey including “beautiful, awful, exciting, inspiring, scary and freaking hard.” And, then I said – this is the surprising part – “I don’t ever want it to end.”

I would not have said that a year ago. But, I’m happier now. More fulfilled. And, I would not have made this progress I so desperately was searching for without purposefully trudging through the difficult crap, honoring the little things that make me who I am, remembering to be kind to myself, and diligently training to stay in the moment.

This very moment is the only moment we can control. This. Very. One. Lessen your anxiety by staying in it as best you can.
 

Posted by Missy Baker, a long-time student of Elesa Commerse.

To contact Missy, email missylbbaker@gmail.com. 

Posted Jan. 15, 2013

Bird by Bird

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I’m reading Bird by Bird, a book by Anne Lamott, and came across this passage.

E.L. Doctorow once said that ‘writing a novel is like driving a car at night. You can see only as far as your headlights, but you can make the whole trip that way.’ You don’t have to see where you’re going, you don’t have to see your destination or everything you will pass along the way. You just have to see two or three feet ahead of you. This is right up there with the best advice about writing, or life, I have ever heard.”

It’s also one of the best metaphors I’ve heard for being present in your daily life. Enjoying each moment as it happens makes the whole experience – your life – vibrant and memorable.

I’m going to try and focus on the two or three feet ahead of me, especially during this holiday season. I hope you’ll join me.
Posted by Missy Baker, a long-time student of Elesa Commerse.

To contact Missy, email missylbbaker@gmail.com. 

Posted Dec. 24, 2012

The Art of Self Value

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Peace in Oneself, Peace in the World
Thich Nhat Hanh

I cannot imagine that the Connecticut school shooter felt peace in himself. And the shooter in Oregon. And the shooter in Denver. And the shooter outside of Milwaukee, Wis.

Although the above were also mentally ill, it feels like there are more people in this world lacking inner peace than those that do. And, I think it’s obvious that living without inner peace can lead to a life filled with turmoil.

So, what is inner peace? How can we understand this notion? How do we get to its very core? Here are some of my thoughts (the first one is the most critical).

  • Value who we are and our contribution to this world. The alternative is a path of needless suffering. We all have a choice on how we live our lives – it may not be easy, but it is a choice. (I can testify to the not easy part – I can also testify that this work has helped in giving me a life worth living)
  • Take responsibility for every moment in our lives – actions and thoughts. Be conscious and aware of our behavior both internally and externally.
  • Understand that, as humans, we are more alike than we are different.
  • Feed your inner soul/heart/spirit with what brings you joy.
  • Share that joy with others.

My big question right now: is there an opportunity to teach self value in a more formal way to today’s kids? To hopefully help avoid more turmoil and tragedy?

Peace in Oneself, Peace in the World
Thich Nhat Hanh


Posted by Missy Baker, a long-time student of Elesa Commerse.

To contact Missy, email missylbbaker@gmail.com. 

Posted Dec. 16, 2012